goodbye!

yeahh..! at last,2011 going to the ends! :)
sadness and happiness of this year will be my memory for tomorrow.
2011 taught me to be more matured and see the things more positively and rasionally.
thank you so very much 2011 :)

runnin'

i really dont know what we are sometimes.
trust and understanding,disappeared.
i do miss you.

i felt inferior.
just want to be someone else.
i'm grateful enough for what i have.
but i just cant get enough.

i want to run.
run to the world that can be nice to me.
i cant.
dont expect life would be fair for you.

things lingering in my head.
trash things.
shitty things.

lets be mature myself.
no ones really care about you.
so just stand by your on leg.

no one cant be trusted.
even the best friend.
they may stab you on your back.
and talks shit behind yours.
trust yourself.

you are not alone going thru the shit.
everybody going their life alone.
strive for their life.
get what they want.

promises and vows are killing me.
nothing to do for it.

i love my family even more.
afraid of losing em.
the love that i cant be express out.
even with the words or acts.

i'm the one who are sinned.
repents and redo it over again.
should Allah wipe out my mistakes?
i'm weak.
really.

dont be sad myself.
Allah with us.
always.

solecism by me,zulaika.
sorry.

*i hate getting flashbacks from things i dont want to remember.

dont regret, just forget

okayy :')

move on zulaika !

learn to let go of the things that hurt you. cause if its really meant for you, you shouldn't be hurting at the first place...

a smile can hide so much

you think i'm happy because there are so many emotions i choose not to show .


p/s: imissyoufaizulhadi.

nak kahwin lahhh...!

"kahwin muda itu indah. ramai hanya nampak kesusahan logik dari segi wang ringgit dan kematangan sahaja walhal Allah lah yang beri semua itu kepada hamba-hambaNya.. janganlah dihalang orang nak nikah muda.. ia lebih baik dari biarkan maksiat berterusan.."

keep telling me

"cakap guna otak!"

got it zulaika??


*...and dear, you have to keep telling me that sentence because my mouth will always open without conection to the brain...pathetic.

get your life boy!

berapa kali kau janji?
berapa kali kau mungkir?
berapa kali kau bersumpah?
berapa kali kau bermadah?
berapa kali kau berikrar?
berapa kali kau ingkar?
berapa kali kau lupa?
berapa kali kau dusta?
berapa kali kau benci?
berapa kali kau marah?
berapa berapa berapa???

*...dan setiap yang berapa itulah aku masih memberi dirimu peluang...

relationship

by looking at the above title, sure it sounds familiar to everyone aite?
nahh..at the very beginning stages of relationship, everyone seems to feel effortless and exciting. well..it is important to build a healthy relationship at the early stage so that it can establish a solid foundation for the long run :)

for those yang just in a relationship, there are important phases that you need to know :

• build = trust,respect,hope,purpose,etc
  

• explore = considerate things your partner says and does

• establish = say sorry quickly after realized the mistakes. dont ego!

btw, i just googled out some basic steps to maintaining a good relationship..let share it peeps!

1. Be aware of what you and your partner want for yourselves and what you want from the relationship.
2. Let one another know what your needs are.
3. Realize that your partner will not be able to meet all your needs. Some of these needs will have to be met outside of the relationship.
4. Be willing to negotiate and compromise on the things you want from one another.
5. Do not demand that a partner change to meet all your expectations. Work to accept the differences between your ideal mate and the real person you are dating.
6. Try to see things from the other's point of view. This doesn't mean that you must agree with one another all the time, but rather that both of you can understand and respect each other's differences, points of view, and separate needs.
7. Where critical differences do exist in your expectations, needs, or opinions, try to work honestly and sincerely to negotiate. Seek professional help early rather than waiting until the situation becomes critical.
8. Do your best to treat your partner in a way that says, "I love you and trust you, and I want to work this out."

p/s: "To love is to admire with the heart; to admire is to love with the mind."

so how we should do,girls?

if you’re strong, men can’t handle you, if you’re weak, they don’t want you, if you stand your ground, you’re argumentative, and if you’re easy going, they walk all over you.

If you dress nicely, he says you’re a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you’re a slut. If you argue with him, he says you’re stubborn. If you’re quiet, he says you’re stupid. If you call him, he says you’re needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. If you love him, he’ll leave you. If you don’t have sex with him, he’ll say you don’t love him. If you do, he’ll say you’re easy. If you tell him your problems, he’ll say you’re irritating. If you don’t , he’ll say you don’t trust him. If you lecture him, he’ll say you’re bitchy. If he lectures you, it’s because he “cares”. If you break a promise, you can’t be trusted. If he breaks it, he had to. If you cheat, he’ll expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way.

Can’t win.

marah

memang aku tengah angin dengan kau sekarang.

aku tak boleh nak pikir dengan rasional dah sekarang.

pathetic .

*bila aku cuba untuk menahan marah, aku jadi lagi marah. sighh.

sabarlah wahai hati....

Firman Allah s.w.t di dalam Al-Quranul Karim Yang bermaksud : "Wahai orang-orang yang beriman minta tolonglah kamu dengan sabar dan sembahyang,sesungguhnya Allah bersama-sama dengan orang yang sabar"(153.)

apa pun yang akan berlaku, aku akan mencuba untuk terus bersabar.
nak hidup selamat kena banyak sabar.
even terpaksa menangis sorang2 pun, selagi aku ada Dia, inyaAllah aku kuat.
sebab dalam dunia ni takde siapa pun yang boleh memahami situasi kita sendiri dan tak siapa pun yang peduli dengan apa yang kite alami.
hanya Dia yang setia mendengar dan menolong.
insyaAllah.

p/s : follow your heart, but be quiet for a while first. ask questions, then feel the answer. learn to trust your heart.

mindless .

boleh tak kita berubah kerana janji? sampai bila? kalau sudah memang fitrah manusia selalu memungkiri janji.

aku sendiri tak tahu apa motif aku tulis bende alah niyh..

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