silent

 

p/s : She's standing on a line between giving up and how much more she can take.

Only for a start

For a starting surely its a bit harder. Try to face it with all the patient and calm. Taste a difficulty with all of our heart. Try to learn and experience for every single things happened. InsyaAllah, even the hardest thing might come in our future, we will able to overcome and face all the obstacle smoothly. Please dont forget where you stand and what you stand for. Allah always by our side. Just keep faith.

 p/s : You've heard what I have done. Not what I have been through.

Day 2

Today I felt a bit rilex than yesterday because today is a week day. So that a customer is busy with their own work and dont have a leisure time to eat there with their beloved family. Many come with their business partner to discuss about sales, business and so on. Hmm but still, I need to make more movement in order to serve customer from table to table. Many new things I've learn but still I repeat the same mistake. My friends there so far are okay and treat me well. They teach me a lot of things and sometimes they are funny. The manager also so far is okay and not getting mad on me since I'm a new staff. Selamat!!! :D

This is the chicken chop rice. The taste is ok but I dont like much.

This is Enriched Chocolate. Always be my favorite since the taste is a bit bitter.


p/s : Experience is simply the name we give our mistakes.

Day 1

Okay today is my tired day (28/10/2012). Imagine that I have to move there, move here, and cannot sit like a boss! Waitress job need more movement. Take an order, key in the order, send meal, clean up the table, tidy up the floor and serve a customer are my job. I have to put a higher level of patient in order to serve the customer's hassle. Haa but the best part to work in there is I got many foreigner friends. Most of them are not local so they are unable to speak malay fluently. So I can improve my english language since that is the only language to communicate with. I hope I can stand to work there for at least two months. Nak duit! Nak enjoy! :D

  Nahh! This is my meal for today. Asam Laksa and Cocolate Ice.



p/s : Experience is one thing you cant get for nothing.

Okay moneyh moneyh :D

This is a good news! Yeahh. Yesterday I went interview at Oldtown White Coffee. The manager named Malcolm was asked me a lot of questions and at last, I've offered to work there as a waitress. This may give me new experience. Alhamdulilah. Moneyh moneyh come to me! Hahaha. Not sure how long I will get there. Kalau kerja okay, lama laa aku kerja despite gaji sikit.

After told my family and him excitedly about my job, I went to clinic to get a Typhoid vaccine as required by the company. Typhoid vaccine is responsible to prevent typhoid ( causes a high fever, weakness, headache, loss appetite and etc ). And as a result, my left hand got numb due to that injection. Please get okayy soon my left hand :(

 The prove that I've got the typhoid injection.

Wee.. I've got the uniform already. Today I'm on closing shift.


p/s :  A mind that is stretched by a new experience can never go back to its old dimensions.

friends

Today genap seminggu berpisah dengan kawan kawan. Perasaan rindu ada. Percaya atau tidak, boleh dikatakan dalam seminggu ni mereka muncul dalam mimpi aku. Orang kata, kalau kita mimpi someone tu, means orang tu tengah rindu kat kita. Haha. Kalau betul, bagus la. Takde la aku nak syok sendiri. Life selepas ketiadaan mereka agak berbeza. Aku takde tempat nak kongsi suka, duka, jenaka. Nak cerita kerenah family aku pun tak tahu dah kat sapa. Do you see how important they all to me? Tapi tu lah, kehidupan mesti dan pasti diteruskan. Kalau ada jodoh dan rezeki, boleh la jumpa mereka time degree nanti. InsyaAllah. Sudah lebih kurang tiga tahun menyulam hubungan sahabat, akhirnya terpaksa berjauhan demi masa dan keadaan. (puitis bebenar ayat aku ni). Hope hubungan tu tak terhenti kat sini je. Aku taknak ada istilah 'kawan diploma' or 'kawan tiga tahun' or whatsoever. I want this relationship lasts.

p/s : Dear friends, thank you for all those days.

dia.

Imissmyboyfriend.


p/s : My problem is that I push people away and then hate them for leaving.

mati.

Fikiranku kosong.

Mindaku tertutup.

Akalku menyepi.

Kalau dibiarkan begini, lembab aku jadinya.

Nak kerja, tapi malas cari kerja.

Ohh tumblr, tolong berfungsi cepat.

Aku buntu. Aku celaru. Aku bosan.

p/s : If you are bored with life, you dont get up every morning with a burning desire to do things. You dont have enough goals. (Lou Holtz).

Random

p/s : Thanks for staying with me. I know that i'm not fun to be with but just know that i'm grateful. I heart you  Faizulhadi Bin Badaruddin.

Appreciate

17 October 2012, yeahh im not officially ended my diploma level at Uitm Kampus Alor Gajah, Melaka. Itu secara not official laa. just wait for the official result ;)
Alhamdulilah syukur kepada Allah swt atas rezeki yang kau beri. Penghargaan tinggi juga utk my parent, friends and him. kerana mereka si pemberi semangat, aku selamat tamatkan semua modul aku selama tiga tahun disana. Alhamdulilah. Harap akan ada rezeki lagi di depan sana. Amin.




p/s : The moment we become grateful, we actually begin to ascend spiritually into the presence of God.